Are you a joyless, hopelessly burdened and defeated Christian? (Our Daily Bread) Or are you a Christian with -
Abundant life (John 10:10)
Fullness of joy (Psalm 16:11; Nehemiah 8:10c)
Casting your burdens on Him (Psalm 55:22, 81:6; Isaiah 9:4, 10:27)
Victorious (1Corinthians 15:57; 1 John 5:4)
Hopeful (His hope doesn’t disappoint – Psalm 38:15, 39:7, 42:5; Romans 5:5)
More and more I hear Christians saying, “I can do nothing apart from Christ” and, yes, this is a true statement, however the emphasize seems to be more on the I CAN DO NOTHING than on the rest of the statement. They walk around defeated, hopeless, burdened, joyless. For some reason we fail to move forward onto the rest of what God’s Word has to say, it is a martyred mentality – “if I’m not suffering, then I must be doing something wrong”. There is enough suffering going around for us without grabbing onto and camping on that ONE negative statement. Let us move on and camp on those most wonderful promises that God has given us to help us rise up on wings of eagle and to have hinds feet on high places. We have a choice…
Once again I am reminded of that passage in Philippians 4:8 – Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. (side note – lest you think that the writer of this letter was kicking back with absolutely no suffering, may I remind you that the writer of this book was Paul, who had been beaten, put in prison, shipwrecked, stoned, etc. [see 2 Corinthians 11:25-30]. I would think Paul knew what he was talking about).
What are some of the wonderful promises that we have in God’s Word for us who have put our hope and faith upon the One who will never disappoint us, JESUS CHRIST:
With our God we can leap over a wall (2 Samuel 22:30)
We are friends of God (John 15:15)
We are sons (and daughters) of the King of kings (Romans 8:15; Galatians 4:6)
If God be for us who can be against us (Romans 8:31)
Nothing can separate us from the love of God (Romans 8:32-39)
We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength (Philippians 4:13)
And if this wasn’t enough, when we leave this earth we will be with Our Beloved Jesus for all eternity where He will wipe away every tear, there will be no more sorrow, nor pain (Revelation 21:4) – Hallelujah!
If we think upon these things, instead of being a “joyless, hopelessly burdened and defeated Christian”, we will be JOYFUL, HOPEFUL, VICTORIOUS Christians – Amen!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
What's in a Name?
EBENEZER
What comes to your mind when you read this name? This was the title of my morning devotion. When I read this title the first thing that came to mind was Ebenezer Scrooge from a particular Christmas movie – he was a grouchy old man who did not like Christmas. When I finally got to the body, the context of the devotion I realized that the writer was writing about something similar to what I had experienced at the sight of the name EBENEZER (funny how the Holy Spirit works). In further reading I learned that Ebenezer actually means “Stone of Help” (1 Samuel 7:12) – to read the full devotion click here.
How interesting that in my mind this name immediately triggered these thoughts. Similar to a search in Google, you type a word and the computer retrieves what has been imputed to associate with this word. Throughout life our brain has been storing information associated with certain names.
Anyhow, names…what’s in a name? Names carry so much with them. For example, what do you think about when you read the following names: Jesus, Lincoln, Gandhi, Luther, OJ, Oprah, Starbucks, etc.? Try thinking of a name – what thoughts come up?
Throughout God’s Word we read how names carried so much meaning, so much purpose. For example, God changed Jacob’s name to Israel (Genesis 32:27-28); Sarai to Sarah (Genesis 17:15); Saul who was later called Paul (Acts 13:9); Simon Peter (Matthew 4:18). What about the twelve tribes of Israel? Their respective mother’s named them according to what was going on in their lives when each child was born.
We have a tendency to pick names that carry some kind of meaning or we name our kids after someone special to us. We normally don’t pick names of something or someone that triggers bad thoughts in our minds. In fact, it’s been said, “Who would name their child Judas?” Why? because when we hear that name our minds think of the one who betrayed Our LORD.
We also read that at the name of JESSU every knee will bow (Philippians 2:10) and that the names of those who believe in Jesus as their Savior are written in the Lamb’s Book of Life (Revelation 13:8, 21:27). The Bible also talks about a “new name” (Revelation 2:17, 3:12). There is a lot to be said about “NAMES”…
So what is in a name?
JESUS - the name that brings healing…
JESUS - the name that gives life…
JESUS - the name that is above all names…
What does my name trigger?
What does my name bring up?
What comes to your mind when you read this name? This was the title of my morning devotion. When I read this title the first thing that came to mind was Ebenezer Scrooge from a particular Christmas movie – he was a grouchy old man who did not like Christmas. When I finally got to the body, the context of the devotion I realized that the writer was writing about something similar to what I had experienced at the sight of the name EBENEZER (funny how the Holy Spirit works). In further reading I learned that Ebenezer actually means “Stone of Help” (1 Samuel 7:12) – to read the full devotion click here.
How interesting that in my mind this name immediately triggered these thoughts. Similar to a search in Google, you type a word and the computer retrieves what has been imputed to associate with this word. Throughout life our brain has been storing information associated with certain names.
Anyhow, names…what’s in a name? Names carry so much with them. For example, what do you think about when you read the following names: Jesus, Lincoln, Gandhi, Luther, OJ, Oprah, Starbucks, etc.? Try thinking of a name – what thoughts come up?
Throughout God’s Word we read how names carried so much meaning, so much purpose. For example, God changed Jacob’s name to Israel (Genesis 32:27-28); Sarai to Sarah (Genesis 17:15); Saul who was later called Paul (Acts 13:9); Simon Peter (Matthew 4:18). What about the twelve tribes of Israel? Their respective mother’s named them according to what was going on in their lives when each child was born.
We have a tendency to pick names that carry some kind of meaning or we name our kids after someone special to us. We normally don’t pick names of something or someone that triggers bad thoughts in our minds. In fact, it’s been said, “Who would name their child Judas?” Why? because when we hear that name our minds think of the one who betrayed Our LORD.
We also read that at the name of JESSU every knee will bow (Philippians 2:10) and that the names of those who believe in Jesus as their Savior are written in the Lamb’s Book of Life (Revelation 13:8, 21:27). The Bible also talks about a “new name” (Revelation 2:17, 3:12). There is a lot to be said about “NAMES”…
So what is in a name?
JESUS - the name that brings healing…
JESUS - the name that gives life…
JESUS - the name that is above all names…
What does my name trigger?
What does my name bring up?
And she will bring forth a Son, and you shall call His name JESUS, for He will save His people from their sins. Matthew 1:21
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Attitude: Positive or Negative?
Where have I been for the last few days, you may ask (or not). Well, allow me to tell you…the LORD continues to work on my heart and mind about my “attitude/perspective” of things, of issues, of circumstances. He continues to bring the point home about focusing on the “positive”. No, I’m not talking about positive confession. I’m talking about what the Bible calls the renewing of our mind, the putting off and putting on, the meditating on whatever things are true, noble, praiseworthy, etc.
As my son’s birthday and our anniversary approached there was nothing “special” going on in my mind to do. Routing sets in and I just do one day at a time without really thinking. But…leave it to the LORD to speak to me and bring me back to the right perspective. I’ve been reading Elizabeth George’s book, A Woman After God’s Own Heart, in preparation for our upcoming Women’s Study. I have read this book before, but as always the LORD always has something to teach me or remind me through the reading of these books. And so through this book, in confirmation of God’s Word the LORD spoke to me once again about enjoying what “I have”. But, of course, being the flawed human being I am, I started to think “negative”. I began the dreaded “BUT HOW?” Praise God for His Spirit that pulled me through these thoughts and made me proceed to pray, look, and plan (of course). All of the sudden the “but how?” changed to excitement and anticipation of what God would have in store for us.
It began with the LORD giving me favor in the sight of my niece, Mony - she agreed to grandma sit (thank you Mony!)
Wednesday we chose to focus on our son. It was his special day. We made him the center of our attention. We set out to make his favorites and we enjoyed a relaxing, unrushed dinner together – it was wonderful. The next day we slept in – wow!!!(this was truly a give…believe me!) It had been a while since I could do this, and in fact I automatically woke up very early, but I squeezed my eyes and chose to stay in bed later. My husband and I laughed about not being able to sleep in. We decided that we must be “old” because we now wake up without an alarm – too funny! Thursday would be my hubby and my special day. We set out for the day. We had a wonderful relaxing breakfast and then we set out to just walk around and sit together at Victoria Gardens. We ended our day with a wonderful dinner – thank you Jesus! The LORD even provided a gift card for this…LORD you are good. We were content with this, but no, it wasn’t over.
Friday started out as a normal day. However, the LORD gave us a treat and we had the opportunity to spend time with our nephew, Jose (family is special to us). During lunch we spoke about the movie “Fireproof” and we all agreed it would be a good movie to watch. Later that day I remembered that we still had a gift card to the movies, given to us last year…my brain began to work, and by the end of the day my hubby and I were walking hand-in-hand into the theater (I cannot remember the last time we’ve been to the movies). My goodness, what a movie! It made my heart be more thankful for my husband and what the LORD has done for our marriage and our lives.
But we weren’t done yet…
On Saturday, the LORD once again left me in awe of what He can do. We had the privilege of attending a Couples Conference at Cosecha in Riverside. Everything the LORD had and has been teaching us about our marriage was made more clear and simple, and the teaching was incredible. About 20 couples from our church were there. There was a total of 150 couples…it was wonderful.
Yes, my attitude and my perspective changed, but it wasn’t automatic. It has to be purposeful; it has to be sought after. Reminds me of something I read once written by Charles Swindoll:
So what is your attitude like?
As my son’s birthday and our anniversary approached there was nothing “special” going on in my mind to do. Routing sets in and I just do one day at a time without really thinking. But…leave it to the LORD to speak to me and bring me back to the right perspective. I’ve been reading Elizabeth George’s book, A Woman After God’s Own Heart, in preparation for our upcoming Women’s Study. I have read this book before, but as always the LORD always has something to teach me or remind me through the reading of these books. And so through this book, in confirmation of God’s Word the LORD spoke to me once again about enjoying what “I have”. But, of course, being the flawed human being I am, I started to think “negative”. I began the dreaded “BUT HOW?” Praise God for His Spirit that pulled me through these thoughts and made me proceed to pray, look, and plan (of course). All of the sudden the “but how?” changed to excitement and anticipation of what God would have in store for us.
It began with the LORD giving me favor in the sight of my niece, Mony - she agreed to grandma sit (thank you Mony!)
Wednesday we chose to focus on our son. It was his special day. We made him the center of our attention. We set out to make his favorites and we enjoyed a relaxing, unrushed dinner together – it was wonderful. The next day we slept in – wow!!!(this was truly a give…believe me!) It had been a while since I could do this, and in fact I automatically woke up very early, but I squeezed my eyes and chose to stay in bed later. My husband and I laughed about not being able to sleep in. We decided that we must be “old” because we now wake up without an alarm – too funny! Thursday would be my hubby and my special day. We set out for the day. We had a wonderful relaxing breakfast and then we set out to just walk around and sit together at Victoria Gardens. We ended our day with a wonderful dinner – thank you Jesus! The LORD even provided a gift card for this…LORD you are good. We were content with this, but no, it wasn’t over.
Friday started out as a normal day. However, the LORD gave us a treat and we had the opportunity to spend time with our nephew, Jose (family is special to us). During lunch we spoke about the movie “Fireproof” and we all agreed it would be a good movie to watch. Later that day I remembered that we still had a gift card to the movies, given to us last year…my brain began to work, and by the end of the day my hubby and I were walking hand-in-hand into the theater (I cannot remember the last time we’ve been to the movies). My goodness, what a movie! It made my heart be more thankful for my husband and what the LORD has done for our marriage and our lives.
But we weren’t done yet…
On Saturday, the LORD once again left me in awe of what He can do. We had the privilege of attending a Couples Conference at Cosecha in Riverside. Everything the LORD had and has been teaching us about our marriage was made more clear and simple, and the teaching was incredible. About 20 couples from our church were there. There was a total of 150 couples…it was wonderful.
Yes, my attitude and my perspective changed, but it wasn’t automatic. It has to be purposeful; it has to be sought after. Reminds me of something I read once written by Charles Swindoll:
“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.
Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than
the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than
successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important
than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company…a
church…a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day
regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our
past…we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We
cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one
string we have, and that is our attitude…I am convinced that life is 10% what
happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you…we are in
charge of our Attitudes.
So what is your attitude like?
My Son's Favorites
CEVICHE
Here is Dad beginning the process
Here is the finished product, then of course you need tostadas.
CHOCOLATE CAKE
Here is the pouring of the batter...yumm!
Here it is - delicious!
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Happy 24th Birthday Son!
Our Baby Boy turns 24 today!Happy Birthday Son -
We love you:)
(you can see what he looked like when he was a baby on my first post)
25th Anniversary
It is our 25th Anniversary!!!To God be the glory for all that HE has done.
And looking forward to what HE will do.
(you can see what we looked like when we first got married on my first anniversary post...look at your own risk - lol!)
Friday, November 28, 2008
Family Thanksgiving
The LORD allowed us to once again get together as a family. We had a good time cooking...THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING:) We started and ended in a jiffy! Then, of course, it was time to grubb. We were all thankful for being together and enjoying a "plentiful" meal. O give thanks to the LORD for He is good and His mercy endures forever.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Happy Thanksgiving!
For the last week or so some “hard issues” have come up that have had my mind thinking and meditating upon. The LORD has been reminding me to be thankful for “what I have” not for what I don’t have.
This morning was sweet and interesting. My hubby got up with me to help me get started for the day. We put the turkey in the oven and then sat and chatted and drank coffee. It was really a sweet time. My mind raced to a couple of women whom I know will be missing their husbands - this last week their own husbands have been taken from them; one in a tragic accident and another from a brain tumor.
O to be thankful for “what I do have” and not dwell on what I don’t have.
This will be our first year without having our daughter with us; however, we are thankful that she is serving her LORD and Savior Jesus Christ.
Much to be thankful for; much to enjoy; much to thank My Jesus for.
Happy Thanksgiving!
This morning was sweet and interesting. My hubby got up with me to help me get started for the day. We put the turkey in the oven and then sat and chatted and drank coffee. It was really a sweet time. My mind raced to a couple of women whom I know will be missing their husbands - this last week their own husbands have been taken from them; one in a tragic accident and another from a brain tumor.
O to be thankful for “what I do have” and not dwell on what I don’t have.
This will be our first year without having our daughter with us; however, we are thankful that she is serving her LORD and Savior Jesus Christ.
Much to be thankful for; much to enjoy; much to thank My Jesus for.
Happy Thanksgiving!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Thanksgiving at Gracia Calvary
O how pleasant and good it is when the brethren gather together in thanksgiving and praise to Our Wonderful and Awesome God.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Alaba a Dios
On the theme of worship...on Sunday our worship team sang this song that practically had me jump out of my skin. I know, it's in Spanish, but for those who understand Spanish...wow! I had to put this song as I continue on the theme of worship. This song is a victory cry and a resolute decision to worship the LORD in spite and in the middle of "whatever". Praise you Jesus!
He is Worthy of All Praise
God continues to draw me to "worship Him" in song. The song that I put before which in part says, "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, it is all about YOU, all about YOU Jesus", says it all. I think of Revelation 4 and specifically in verse 10 and 11 which say, The four and twenty elders FALL DOWN BEFORE HIM that sat on the throne, and worship Him that liveth forever and ever, and cast their crowns before the throne, saying, Thou art worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honor and power: for thou hast created all things, and for thy pleasure they are and were created. And Revelation 5 the whole chapter, but I will site v. 14 And the four beasts said, Amen. And the four and twenty elders FELL DOWN AND WORSHIPPED HIM that liveth forever and ever.
I heard the below songs and they simply make me want to fall on my face and worship My King who alone is worthy of all my praise, honor and glory. Whom do you worship? How do you worship?
I heard the below songs and they simply make me want to fall on my face and worship My King who alone is worthy of all my praise, honor and glory. Whom do you worship? How do you worship?
Friday, November 21, 2008
Be Still
With all that is going on around us - pain, sorrow, needs, trials, tribulations, uncertainty, illness, heartaches, etc. - the LORD put this picture on my mind: it is of a child sitting with and at the feet of her Daddy. As she sits by Him, she places her head on His lap as He tenderly and gently strokes her hair. She sits there unhurried, unfrazzled, unoccupied with the cares that are going on all around her - she simply sits and enjoys the touch of those tender hands, His warmth, His love.
BE STILL AND KNOW HE IS GOD!
As I pondered these thoughts the LORD brought to mind the following songs - sing, meditate or simply be still at the feet of Your Heavenly Father...
So be still o my soul, and KNOW HE IS GOD...
BE STILL AND KNOW HE IS GOD!
As I pondered these thoughts the LORD brought to mind the following songs - sing, meditate or simply be still at the feet of Your Heavenly Father...
Isaiah 23:3 - Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee:
Isaiah 30:7...Their strength is to sit still.
Isaiah 30:15...return...rest...saved...in quietness and in confidence shall be your strenth:...
Psalm 91:1-2 - He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust.
So be still o my soul, and KNOW HE IS GOD...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Truth vs. Lies
Some issues have come up around here that have, for some reason, got my brain thinking about “lying” – yes, “lying”.
It is as if the LORD has taken these scales from my eyes and has magnified this “art” that is practiced on a daily basis by young, old and in between, alike. The words flow from people’s mouth with such ease; it is a refined “art”. It seems that it is harder for people to say the truth than to invent something, change the story, add or take away, embellish, etc.
There are those times that we are told that they are simply “white lies” and won’t hurt anyone. Or that if they said the truth it would hurt someone, yet they can say some “truths” that simply devastate and hurt people with such ease – could this be using a different standard?
I remember an episode of “I Love Lucy” where Lucy would speak without thinking and say lie after lie after lie – it was so “natural”. Finally Ricky, Fred, and Ethel made a bet with her about how she could not keep herself from lying for 24 hours. It was so difficult for Lucy, she didn’t realize how “natural” it was for her to simply “fib” for convenience sake. It finally came to the point where she was speaking the “truth” with ease, but everyone was getting hurt by it. (I don’t remember all the details; it’s simply an illustration of what seems to be an “every-day-okay-thing”).
The Word of God is full of admonitions against lying. In Psalms and Proverbs alone we find lots of exhortations against lying:
Psalm 40:4 - Blessed [is] that man that maketh the LORD his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.
Psalm 58:3 – The wicked are estranged from the womb: they go astray as soon as they be born, speaking lies.
Psalm 62:4 - They only consult to cast [him] down from his excellency: they delight in lies: they bless with their mouth, but they curse inwardly. Selah.
Psalm 63:11 - But the king shall rejoice in God; every one that sweareth by him shall glory: but the mouth of them that speak lies shall be stopped.
Psalm 101:7 – He that worketh deceit shall not dwell within my house: he that telleth lies shall not tarry in my sight.
Proverbs 6:16-19 – These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto Him: A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, an heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among breathren.
Proverbs 14:5 – A faithful witness will not lie: but a false witness will utter lies.
Proverbs 14:25 – A true witness delivereth souls: but a deceitful witness speaketh lies.
Proverbs 19:5 – A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall not escape.
Proverbs 19:9 – A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall perish.
Proverbs 29:12 – If a ruler hearken to lies, all his servants are wicked.
Proverbs 30:7-8 – Two things have I required of thee; deny me then not before I die: Remove far from me vanity and lies: give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with food convenient for me: Lest I be full, and deny thee, and say, Who is the LORD? or lest I be poor, and steal, and take the name of my God in vain.
I tell you what, this has and continues to be something that the LORD is teaching me and will continue to teach me. How sad that our brains have been programmed to such a degree that it takes more effort to say the truth than to tell a lie. God help us to renew our mind every second of the day; to not be conformed to this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of our mind through God’s Word – God’s Word is TRUTH. May we think and meditate on those things that are true, honest, just, pure, lovely, of good report, virtuous, praise worthy. May the words of our mouth and the meditation of our heart be acceptable in God’s sight.
It is as if the LORD has taken these scales from my eyes and has magnified this “art” that is practiced on a daily basis by young, old and in between, alike. The words flow from people’s mouth with such ease; it is a refined “art”. It seems that it is harder for people to say the truth than to invent something, change the story, add or take away, embellish, etc.
There are those times that we are told that they are simply “white lies” and won’t hurt anyone. Or that if they said the truth it would hurt someone, yet they can say some “truths” that simply devastate and hurt people with such ease – could this be using a different standard?
I remember an episode of “I Love Lucy” where Lucy would speak without thinking and say lie after lie after lie – it was so “natural”. Finally Ricky, Fred, and Ethel made a bet with her about how she could not keep herself from lying for 24 hours. It was so difficult for Lucy, she didn’t realize how “natural” it was for her to simply “fib” for convenience sake. It finally came to the point where she was speaking the “truth” with ease, but everyone was getting hurt by it. (I don’t remember all the details; it’s simply an illustration of what seems to be an “every-day-okay-thing”).
The Word of God is full of admonitions against lying. In Psalms and Proverbs alone we find lots of exhortations against lying:
Psalm 40:4 - Blessed [is] that man that maketh the LORD his trust, and respecteth not the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.
Psalm 58:3 – The wicked are estranged from the womb: they go astray as soon as they be born, speaking lies.
Psalm 62:4 - They only consult to cast [him] down from his excellency: they delight in lies: they bless with their mouth, but they curse inwardly. Selah.
Psalm 63:11 - But the king shall rejoice in God; every one that sweareth by him shall glory: but the mouth of them that speak lies shall be stopped.
Psalm 101:7 – He that worketh deceit shall not dwell within my house: he that telleth lies shall not tarry in my sight.
Proverbs 6:16-19 – These six things doth the LORD hate: yea, seven are an abomination unto Him: A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, an heart that deviseth wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, false witness that speaketh lies, and he that soweth discord among breathren.
Proverbs 14:5 – A faithful witness will not lie: but a false witness will utter lies.
Proverbs 14:25 – A true witness delivereth souls: but a deceitful witness speaketh lies.
Proverbs 19:5 – A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall not escape.
Proverbs 19:9 – A false witness shall not be unpunished, and he that speaketh lies shall perish.
Proverbs 29:12 – If a ruler hearken to lies, all his servants are wicked.
Proverbs 30:7-8 – Two things have I required of thee; deny me then not before I die: Remove far from me vanity and lies: give me neither poverty nor riches; feed me with food convenient for me: Lest I be full, and deny thee, and say, Who is the LORD? or lest I be poor, and steal, and take the name of my God in vain.
I tell you what, this has and continues to be something that the LORD is teaching me and will continue to teach me. How sad that our brains have been programmed to such a degree that it takes more effort to say the truth than to tell a lie. God help us to renew our mind every second of the day; to not be conformed to this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of our mind through God’s Word – God’s Word is TRUTH. May we think and meditate on those things that are true, honest, just, pure, lovely, of good report, virtuous, praise worthy. May the words of our mouth and the meditation of our heart be acceptable in God’s sight.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
He Will Keep Me In/Through The Fire
Daniel 3
v. 13 (Nebuchadnezzar in his rage and fury commanded that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego be brought before him)
v. 14 (Nebuchadnezzar asks them) Is it true…do not ye serve my gods, nor worship the golden image which I have set up?
v. 15 (Nebuchadnezzar tells them to do what he has commanded or else) …be cast the same hour into the midst of a burning fiery furnace; and who is that God that shall deliver you out of my hands?
v. 16-18 (The three young men answered the king)…we are not careful to answer thee in this matter. If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king. But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.
As I read this few words what came to mind was:
Matthew 10:17-20 – But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues; and ye shall be brought before governors and kings for My sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles. But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak. For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.
Psalm 119:46 - I will speak of thy testimonies also before kings, and will not be ashamed.
2 Timothy 1:12 - For the which cause I also suffer these things: nevertheless I am not ashamed: for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day.
God’s Word is replete with promises from Our Gracious Heavenly Father who is mighty to save us and keep us in His path until He finishes all that He desires to accomplish through us. These young men KNEW WHOM THEY HAD BELIEVED IN. They were confident in The God Whom they served and Whom they had entrusted their whole lives to. They did not look back, they did not shrink, they did not retreat – they stood and shined for their LORD. Much continues to change all around us…could we be in such a position in the near future? What will be our response? Will we stand or will we collapse?
The rest of the story goes on to show us that these three men WERE THROWN into the fiery furnace. They were bound and thrown into extinction (so the king thought). BUT GOD…
v. 25 (the king said) Lo, I see FOUR men LOOSE, WALKING in the midst of the fire, and THEY HAVE NO HURT; (my note: Hallelujah!!!) and the form of the fourth is like the Son of god.
v. 26 (the three) …came forth of the midst of the fire.
v. 27 …saw these men, upon whose bodies the fire had no power, nor was an hair of their head singed, neither were their coats changed, nor the smell of fire had passed on them.
They surely knew WHOM they had believed. I wonder if they knew the Scripture from Isaiah 43:1-3(a) – But now thus saith the LORD that created thee, O Jacob, and He that formed thee, O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine. When thou passest through the waters, I [will be] with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. For I am the LORD thy God, the Holy One of Israel, thy Savior:…
And what was the king’s response (this time, cause we know that throughout the book of Daniel the king keeps going back and forth)
v. 28 …Blessed be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, who hath sent His angel, and delivered His servants that TRUSTED IN HIM, and have changed the king’s word, and YIELDED THEIR BODIES, that they might not serve nor worship any god, except their own God.
v. 29 …there is no other God that can deliver after this sort.
Praise HIM because He deserves it
Last night one of my dear friends was sharing with me something she heard on the radio about worship. "Worship" - what is worship? WHO do we worship? And, yes, worship is much more than a song, it is the state of our heart. Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks. Our of gratitude, awe and reverence for Our Almighty God, we can't help but shout for JOY. If we would stay silent, the rocks would praise Him - all creation shouts HIS praises! Have we been redeemed? Have we been taken out of the mire? Have we not been clothed with white robes, in the righteousness of Jesus Christ? Are we not now children of the Most High God?
No I will not stay silent, I will proclaim His works to all generations and will sing Him songs of love and worship...Praise You My King, My Father!!!
No I will not stay silent, I will proclaim His works to all generations and will sing Him songs of love and worship...Praise You My King, My Father!!!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Fall Craft
The gifts of the brethren are so wonderful! Yesterday we had the opportunity of gathering together as women to be taught how to make a beautiful Fall Wreath. We had a wonderful time. We had worship and were exhorted by our wonderful Pastor's Wife to be those women that set the "temperature" of our home. What are we doing to make our house into a home? Does our family enjoy being home or do they dread it? God spoke to all of us through her. We then got our hands busy in making some beautiful fall crafts. We also had some yummy brownies and coffee...Thank you to all the women that made this possible.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Please pray
Please keep the Davalos and Preciado family in prayer. My niece and her husband, Jose, will be traveling today to Mexico for Jose's brother's funeral. Please pray for the God of all comfort to shine through and bring the needed comfort.
Prayer and Praise in Difficult Times
There is nothing new under the sun (Ecclesiastes 1:9). We see in the days of the kings that a great multitude came against King Jehoshaphat to do battle against him. The king was told that “a great multitude came against him.” Did Jehoshaphat panic or just sit there and do nothing? NO, neither!!! 2 Chronicles 20:3 says, Jehoshaphat feared, and set himself to seek the LORD, and proclaimed a fast throughout all Judah.
As we read the whole chapter we see that the LORD heard their cry and came to their deliverance (answered prayer). The LORD told them not to be afraid, that it was His battle. They were to stand still and see the salvation of the LORD. However, as we see them waiting, they are praying and praising, they aren’t simply sitting around doing nothing. They were also to have faith and trust in His Promises:
So let us walk circumspectly before our God for the days are evil (Ephesians 5:15-16). Let us be sober, vigilant, watchful (Colossians 4:2; 1 Thessalonians 5:6; 1 Peter 4:7, 5:8-9; Revelations 3:3). Now is not a time to have a half-hearted walk, a barely making it relationship with the LORD (this is never good, but these times call for a complete, unwavering surrender to Our King). Stay in His Word, hear His still-small-voice and praise Him in the beauty of holiness.
v. 4 – And Judah gathered themselves together TO ASK HELP of the LORD: even out of all the cities of Judah they came to SEEK the LORD.
v. 5 - …Jehoshaphat stood…
v. 6 – And said, O LORD God of our fathers, are not thou God in heaven? And rules not thou over all the kingdoms of the heathen? And in thine hand is there not power and might, sot that NONE is able to withstand thee?
v. 7 – Art not thou our God…
v. 9 – If, when evil cometh upon us, as the sword, judgment, or pestilence, or famine, we stand before this house, and in thy presence, (for thy name is in this house,) and cry unto thee in our affliction, then thou wilt hear and help. (see also 2 Chronicles 7:14)
v. 12 - …we have no might against this great company that cometh against
us; neither know we what to do: but our eyes are upon thee. (see Zechariah 4:6)
As we read the whole chapter we see that the LORD heard their cry and came to their deliverance (answered prayer). The LORD told them not to be afraid, that it was His battle. They were to stand still and see the salvation of the LORD. However, as we see them waiting, they are praying and praising, they aren’t simply sitting around doing nothing. They were also to have faith and trust in His Promises:
v. 20 – BELIEVE in the LORD your God, so shall ye be established;
BELIEVE His prophets, so shall ye prosper.
v. 21 - …praise the beauty of holiness…Praise the LORD; for His mercy endureth forever.
v. 22 – When they began to sign and to praise, the LORD set ambushments against (the enemy)…they were smitten.
So let us walk circumspectly before our God for the days are evil (Ephesians 5:15-16). Let us be sober, vigilant, watchful (Colossians 4:2; 1 Thessalonians 5:6; 1 Peter 4:7, 5:8-9; Revelations 3:3). Now is not a time to have a half-hearted walk, a barely making it relationship with the LORD (this is never good, but these times call for a complete, unwavering surrender to Our King). Stay in His Word, hear His still-small-voice and praise Him in the beauty of holiness.
Monday, October 27, 2008
CCCV Women's Conference
CCCV Inland Empire Women's Conference
Theme - "CHOOSE LIFE"
~ Deuteronomy 30:19, I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:
The women of Gracia Calvary had the opportunity to attend this conference. It was such a blessing to have all of us sit together in the sanctuary. Then, as you can see from the pictures we had an awesome time of fellowship and food during lunch. We rejoiced in all the answers to prayer from the place to sit, to the perfect place for having lunch - God is so good. Not to mention the awesome teachings we received from God's Word.
The messages were, of course, timely and much needed. We were exhorted to be women that make godly choices and not go and be like the world. We had the opportunity of hearing from from Marilyn Laszlo, missionary - incredible testimony.
We had an awesome time being refreshed, renewed and exhorted.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Must Watch Video
Please come over to Mrs. June Fuentes' Blog and watch an amazing video about a woman born alive after her mother tried to get her aborted. It is powerful and very convicting...let's speak for the powerless and for those who have no voice.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Happy 4th Birthday Bek!
Happy 4th Birthday Sweetie!!!
We yav you:)
Uncle Jaime and Auntie Leti
(shoot over to Laura's blog for a beautiful Bek video)
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
A Father's Love
A friend e-mailed me this video. I had heard the analogy/story before, but to put it as a video - WOW! Must see!!!
http://www.viddler.com/explore/MaximumReferral/videos/1/
I am humbled at how much God loved me that He gave His one and only son to die so that I might LIVE! Thank you LORD, I can never repay such sacrifice.
http://www.viddler.com/explore/MaximumReferral/videos/1/
I am humbled at how much God loved me that He gave His one and only son to die so that I might LIVE! Thank you LORD, I can never repay such sacrifice.
Monday, October 20, 2008
me-helpless; God-Able
What do you do when you get a call from your baby girl crying and saying she is having chest pains, difficulty breathing and pressure on her chest?
You fall on your face before All-Mighty-God who is omnipresent (everywhere at once). You feel helpless, without any recourse…but O God! As you cry out to the Living God, He feels you with His peace which surpasses all understanding and you can go about your day with a song in your heart…yes, my friends “a song in my heart”. HE assures me that HE is there by her side and that HE will comfort her, that HE will hold her in His loving and able arms. And with that He holds me in His loving, able arms. O what a God I serve.
2 Samuel 22:7 – In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and He did hear my voice out of His temple, and my cry did enter into His ears.
Psalm 34:4 – I sought the LORD, and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.
You fall on your face before All-Mighty-God who is omnipresent (everywhere at once). You feel helpless, without any recourse…but O God! As you cry out to the Living God, He feels you with His peace which surpasses all understanding and you can go about your day with a song in your heart…yes, my friends “a song in my heart”. HE assures me that HE is there by her side and that HE will comfort her, that HE will hold her in His loving and able arms. And with that He holds me in His loving, able arms. O what a God I serve.
2 Samuel 22:7 – In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and He did hear my voice out of His temple, and my cry did enter into His ears.
Psalm 34:4 – I sought the LORD, and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Protect the Sanctity of Marriage
Genesis 1:26-28 - Then God said, "Let US make man in OUR image, according to OUR likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth." So God created man in His own image; in the image of God He created him; MALE and FEMALE He created them. Then God blessed them, and God said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply; fill the earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the earth."
Monday, October 6, 2008
God Still does Miracles
My friend invited me to a Fundraiser/Dinner on Saturday night. The LORD opened the door for me to be able to go - my hubby kept an eye on Mom and got her dinner, thank you honey.
The fundraiser was for Teen Challenge International. I really didn’t know what to expect, I was just happy to get dressed up and be out – yeah!!! It was at the Riverside Convention Center. When we arrived we were greeted by my friend’s sister and her friend. Because my friend’s sister and friend have been involved with Teen Challenge for a while they were invited to the VIP Gathering prior to the dinner. Each person invited was allowed to bring a guest, so my friend and I got to go. We went upstairs and had snacks and a yummy fruit/citrus punch. There was not much going on, just small talk and food. My feet were hurting with my pumps – I’m just not used to this. It finally came time to go downstairs to the dinner. As we made our way down the stairs I noticed a lot of people gathering at the bottom floor. Some looked dressed up, but there was another group. It was regularly dressed people and people with camouflage. In fact, there seemed to be entire families. Being the observant person that I am, I kept looking all around, trying to figure out all that was happening around me. We were slowly making our way to the room that we were having dinner at, when I finally was able to get a glimpse of what the other room was for. There was a sign that said “Farewell to Our Troops, Godspeed” and it has all the names of those who were being deployed to Iraq. It took my breath away, but before I knew it we were inside partaking of the Fundraiser/Dinner.
As we walked in this huge room there was a choir of 150 young men and women. O my goodness! The sounds of heaven – it was glorious. Keep in mind I still don’t know what this is all about – I’m just following those that invited me, with my mind still somewhat with the troops outside. We finally seat at our table. It was a table of 10. Then I knew what this was about. Teen Challenge is a place for drug addicts to come and get clean and find purpose for their lives. There was testimonies and history of Teen Challenge. At our table there was 6 students of Teen Challenge. One young man was already living on the streets of South Central LA; another has a Dad in jail and now he’s been in jail also, and another, and another, and another…the stories were incredible. I sat there and listened to these stories of victory, these stories of what God, Our God, can do. I was humbled by their enthusiasm and their zeal. Many tears were shed, much to ponder…
Have I forgotten were I’ve come from? Have I forgotten what I’ve seen My God do? Have I chosen to forget those in my life that still need deliverance? God reminded me that He is still a God of miracles. I’ve seen Him work before – I am one of those miracles, why then do I become so business-as-usual when there are lives that need a touch of this Jesus that can do all this and then some. Why do I think that there are impossible-cases for Him to be able to reach and transform? Yes, lots of personal reflection and lots of challenges that were posed to me on this night.
Then I had to go to the restroom. I made my way out and what did I see at the other end of this place, I see families saying good-bye to their loved ones. When I was making my way back into the room that we were gathered in, I stood at the middle ground and thought – what an incredible contrast. Here I go all dressed up into this room filled with joy and blessing, and here they are being torn and separated from the ones they love. As they opened the door to the room I was going into, the choir was singing again – there was such excitement and joy in that place. Before going in I looked back at our troops and their families and wanted to turn and go over to them and say thank you, would you like to come and enjoy some time of worship – wow, what emotions enveloped me. (please don't forget to pray for our troops and their families.)
The night was over. Home again to the routine, but my spirit and soul were far from routine, from business-as-usual. My heart wants to shout “My God is Able!” “My God can do abundantly exceedingly!” “My God is a God of miracles!” “My God is still in the business of transforming lives!” “My God is the same yesterday, today and forever.” O God, may I not put You in a box. May I see Your power and love still at work in our midst. Though the mountains crumble, though the oceans roar, you are God! Though there is uncertainty and chaos, In You there is consistency and peace. God of wonder, full of glory, I worship You, I reverence You.
The fundraiser was for Teen Challenge International. I really didn’t know what to expect, I was just happy to get dressed up and be out – yeah!!! It was at the Riverside Convention Center. When we arrived we were greeted by my friend’s sister and her friend. Because my friend’s sister and friend have been involved with Teen Challenge for a while they were invited to the VIP Gathering prior to the dinner. Each person invited was allowed to bring a guest, so my friend and I got to go. We went upstairs and had snacks and a yummy fruit/citrus punch. There was not much going on, just small talk and food. My feet were hurting with my pumps – I’m just not used to this. It finally came time to go downstairs to the dinner. As we made our way down the stairs I noticed a lot of people gathering at the bottom floor. Some looked dressed up, but there was another group. It was regularly dressed people and people with camouflage. In fact, there seemed to be entire families. Being the observant person that I am, I kept looking all around, trying to figure out all that was happening around me. We were slowly making our way to the room that we were having dinner at, when I finally was able to get a glimpse of what the other room was for. There was a sign that said “Farewell to Our Troops, Godspeed” and it has all the names of those who were being deployed to Iraq. It took my breath away, but before I knew it we were inside partaking of the Fundraiser/Dinner.
As we walked in this huge room there was a choir of 150 young men and women. O my goodness! The sounds of heaven – it was glorious. Keep in mind I still don’t know what this is all about – I’m just following those that invited me, with my mind still somewhat with the troops outside. We finally seat at our table. It was a table of 10. Then I knew what this was about. Teen Challenge is a place for drug addicts to come and get clean and find purpose for their lives. There was testimonies and history of Teen Challenge. At our table there was 6 students of Teen Challenge. One young man was already living on the streets of South Central LA; another has a Dad in jail and now he’s been in jail also, and another, and another, and another…the stories were incredible. I sat there and listened to these stories of victory, these stories of what God, Our God, can do. I was humbled by their enthusiasm and their zeal. Many tears were shed, much to ponder…
Have I forgotten were I’ve come from? Have I forgotten what I’ve seen My God do? Have I chosen to forget those in my life that still need deliverance? God reminded me that He is still a God of miracles. I’ve seen Him work before – I am one of those miracles, why then do I become so business-as-usual when there are lives that need a touch of this Jesus that can do all this and then some. Why do I think that there are impossible-cases for Him to be able to reach and transform? Yes, lots of personal reflection and lots of challenges that were posed to me on this night.
Then I had to go to the restroom. I made my way out and what did I see at the other end of this place, I see families saying good-bye to their loved ones. When I was making my way back into the room that we were gathered in, I stood at the middle ground and thought – what an incredible contrast. Here I go all dressed up into this room filled with joy and blessing, and here they are being torn and separated from the ones they love. As they opened the door to the room I was going into, the choir was singing again – there was such excitement and joy in that place. Before going in I looked back at our troops and their families and wanted to turn and go over to them and say thank you, would you like to come and enjoy some time of worship – wow, what emotions enveloped me. (please don't forget to pray for our troops and their families.)
The night was over. Home again to the routine, but my spirit and soul were far from routine, from business-as-usual. My heart wants to shout “My God is Able!” “My God can do abundantly exceedingly!” “My God is a God of miracles!” “My God is still in the business of transforming lives!” “My God is the same yesterday, today and forever.” O God, may I not put You in a box. May I see Your power and love still at work in our midst. Though the mountains crumble, though the oceans roar, you are God! Though there is uncertainty and chaos, In You there is consistency and peace. God of wonder, full of glory, I worship You, I reverence You.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Women's Fall Fellowship
Last night we had our church’s Women’s Fall Fellowship. Our theme verse was Lamentations 3:23(b) …great is Thy faithfulness. Our desire was to focus on the faithfulness of Our Almighty God. In these times of great turmoil, unrest and uncertainty it is much needed to refocus and regroup and realize that God is still on the throne. We read out of Psalm 33 and where uplifted by the Word of God.
Some points to ponder from Psalm 33:
v. 4 – For the Word of the LORD is right; and all His works are done in truth.
v. 5 – He loveth righteousness and judgment: the earth is full of the goodness of the LORD.
v. 6 – By the Word of the LORD were the heavens made; and all the host of them by the breath of His mouth.
v. 7 – He gathereth the waters of the sea together as an heap: He layeth up the depth in storehouses.
vv. 18-19 – Behold, the eye of the LORD is upon them that fear Him, upon them that hope in His mercy; To deliver their soul from death, and to keep them alive in famine.
vv. 20-22 – Our soul waiteth for the LORD: He is our help and our shield. For our heart shall rejoice in Him, because we have trusted in His holy name. Let thy mercy, O LORD, be upon us, according as we hope in Thee.
We focused upon God’s Word being right and true. God’s Word stands the test of time. Heaven and earth will pass away, but God’s Word will stand and will accomplish that which He sent it out for. The LORD showed us how “He gathers the waters of the sea together as a heap” – How big is our God? Is He bigger than our problems, whatever they may be? Our Hope needs to be upon the LORD creator of heaven and earth.
Worship was sweet. God met us all in a special way. God is doing a mighty work in all our women – Praise Jesus!
Psalm 106:1-2 – Praise ye the LORD. O give thanks unto the LORD; for He is good: for His mercy endureth forever. Who can utter the mighty acts of the LORD? Who can show forth all His praise?
We had a time of sharing, giving testimony to God’s faithfulness.
We all had such a wonderful time that we simply didn’t want to leave. Reminded me of Psalm 133:1, Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!
Blessed Time!!!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Hearing My Child's Voice
Things around here have not been the same. So much has happened and so much hasn’t happened. Sometimes I think, “Okay - I should write about that.” Or “Hey, that would be good.” But there is no desire or energy. Now, is God still working? Is God still answering prayer? Is God still on the throne, high and lifted up? ABSOLUTELY!!!
It was so incredibly hard to not hear from Angie. To not know what was happening. I could see her face full of tears and could feel her embrace of when we said goodbye. I wanted to know something. When I received her letter I almost passed out. In fact, I was cooking when my hubby brought in the letter. He said, “Look at what you got.” I wanted to drop everything and sit and read my babies thoughts. But I couldn’t. So what I did I grabbed the envelopes and sat them right next to me while I finished cooking. I kept glancing at her writing, at her name. Then I couldn’t help it anymore – I opened the envelope and attempted to cook and read (very dangerous!) O, what thrill to read about all that was happening with her and how the LORD was already working in her. I couldn’t wait to write back so that she could write me again. But her voice, I desired to hear her voice.
I knew she was okay. I knew that all was going well. But her voice, I longed to hear her voice. I longed to hear the voice of My Child.
I tried to wait patiently, but I finally decided to try and call. The phone was forever busy, and then her schedule didn’t allow it. Much disappointment…more waiting. I kept praying and asking My Heavenly Father to allow me to hear her voice just for a second. More waiting.
Yesterday I decided, today is the day I will speak with my baby-girl. And so I kept calling – the phone was busy. I began to think that maybe I didn’t have the right number or that the number was not even a good number – I kept insisting. It rang…who will answer…will she be available…is this even the right number…Someone picked up the phone and I asked for Angie, “They are at dinner, can I take a message. They should be back in 30 minutes.” Okay, so it is a right number and someone is out there.
You see the way things work at Mt. Zion is that the students are not allowed any cell phones, internet, etc. Their mode of communication is mail (or snail mail as we know it in this high tech age). They are allowed to use a house phone, one phone per house. You are only allowed to use it for 30 minutes at a time, per day. And you can only call one person for those 30 minutes. There is a log that you put your name on it to reserve a spot. Now there is the main phone which you can call at any time in case of emergencies – and let me tell you, I was about to call this number and simply ask, “How is Angie doing?” Yeah, desperate times call for desperate measures. But God was working on my heart too, and so I waited.
After the 30 minutes I tried again. O my, it rang! “Angela Ramirez, please.” A voice said, “Hold on.” Could it be will I get to hear my baby’s voice? Then there it was, “HELLO.” – All time stood still. It took everything I had to not cry. I was hearing Angie’s voice!!!
She wanted me to tell her about stuff, but I just wanted her to talk to me. We didn’t have much time, but this was more than enough. She sounded good, mature, secure. She sounds like she is exactly were God wants her.
We said our good-byes and I sat there thanking My Heavenly Father for allowing me to hear my baby’s voice. O, what joy it brought to my heart.
But then, later in the day, the phone rang…yes, you guessed it, it was Angie again. Someone had given her their time slot to use to call someone. So I got to talk to Angie for 30 uninterrupted minutes. Wow! Exceedingly more than I ask or pray for, indeed.
It was so incredibly hard to not hear from Angie. To not know what was happening. I could see her face full of tears and could feel her embrace of when we said goodbye. I wanted to know something. When I received her letter I almost passed out. In fact, I was cooking when my hubby brought in the letter. He said, “Look at what you got.” I wanted to drop everything and sit and read my babies thoughts. But I couldn’t. So what I did I grabbed the envelopes and sat them right next to me while I finished cooking. I kept glancing at her writing, at her name. Then I couldn’t help it anymore – I opened the envelope and attempted to cook and read (very dangerous!) O, what thrill to read about all that was happening with her and how the LORD was already working in her. I couldn’t wait to write back so that she could write me again. But her voice, I desired to hear her voice.
I knew she was okay. I knew that all was going well. But her voice, I longed to hear her voice. I longed to hear the voice of My Child.
I tried to wait patiently, but I finally decided to try and call. The phone was forever busy, and then her schedule didn’t allow it. Much disappointment…more waiting. I kept praying and asking My Heavenly Father to allow me to hear her voice just for a second. More waiting.
Yesterday I decided, today is the day I will speak with my baby-girl. And so I kept calling – the phone was busy. I began to think that maybe I didn’t have the right number or that the number was not even a good number – I kept insisting. It rang…who will answer…will she be available…is this even the right number…Someone picked up the phone and I asked for Angie, “They are at dinner, can I take a message. They should be back in 30 minutes.” Okay, so it is a right number and someone is out there.
You see the way things work at Mt. Zion is that the students are not allowed any cell phones, internet, etc. Their mode of communication is mail (or snail mail as we know it in this high tech age). They are allowed to use a house phone, one phone per house. You are only allowed to use it for 30 minutes at a time, per day. And you can only call one person for those 30 minutes. There is a log that you put your name on it to reserve a spot. Now there is the main phone which you can call at any time in case of emergencies – and let me tell you, I was about to call this number and simply ask, “How is Angie doing?” Yeah, desperate times call for desperate measures. But God was working on my heart too, and so I waited.
After the 30 minutes I tried again. O my, it rang! “Angela Ramirez, please.” A voice said, “Hold on.” Could it be will I get to hear my baby’s voice? Then there it was, “HELLO.” – All time stood still. It took everything I had to not cry. I was hearing Angie’s voice!!!
She wanted me to tell her about stuff, but I just wanted her to talk to me. We didn’t have much time, but this was more than enough. She sounded good, mature, secure. She sounds like she is exactly were God wants her.
We said our good-byes and I sat there thanking My Heavenly Father for allowing me to hear my baby’s voice. O, what joy it brought to my heart.
But then, later in the day, the phone rang…yes, you guessed it, it was Angie again. Someone had given her their time slot to use to call someone. So I got to talk to Angie for 30 uninterrupted minutes. Wow! Exceedingly more than I ask or pray for, indeed.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Upside Down
I saw this bug right outside my sliding door. Didn’t think much of it, then…
It reminded of what Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 says: Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up.
When you feel upside down and just can’t get up, isn’t it wonderful to have someone come alongside and give you a hug, a smile, a word of encouragement.
I almost ignored this bug. It will get up somehow, but for some reason God didn’t allow me to continue. I finally went out and turned this bug right side up. It stood there for a while, kind of trying to figure out what just happened. Then it soared on its wings.
What a picture of how often I ignore that person who might need a touch from me, who might need me to help them stand on their feet. Who might need that extra encouragement in order that they may fly and soar on wings of eagle.
Hummmmm, wow! Let me ponder this one some more.
It reminded of what Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 says: Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up.
When you feel upside down and just can’t get up, isn’t it wonderful to have someone come alongside and give you a hug, a smile, a word of encouragement.
I almost ignored this bug. It will get up somehow, but for some reason God didn’t allow me to continue. I finally went out and turned this bug right side up. It stood there for a while, kind of trying to figure out what just happened. Then it soared on its wings.
What a picture of how often I ignore that person who might need a touch from me, who might need me to help them stand on their feet. Who might need that extra encouragement in order that they may fly and soar on wings of eagle.
Hummmmm, wow! Let me ponder this one some more.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
The Call
In October 2005 God gave my daughter, Angie a Scripture – a Call.
God pierced my heart to a depth I had not known before. As Mary I pondered this in my heart. The LORD spoke to my heart and asked me to relinquish and surrender all the hold I had on my special-precious child. “Yes, she is mine.” He said to me, “when I say go, she will go. As when there is a wedding, once the vows are exchanged The Bride is to go wherever The Husband says. The parents have no more say. So when I say go, do not hinder her from going – she is mine.”
Yes, I had forgotten this encounter with My Maker. He so gently reminded me.
Yes, Angie is following the voice of Her Husband, Her Maker – JESUS. In this there is peace; in this there is rest. God is with her wherever she goes.
Isaiah 54:5 – For your Maker is your husband, the LORD of hosts is His name;
and your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole
earth.
“I AM your husband Angie”
God pierced my heart to a depth I had not known before. As Mary I pondered this in my heart. The LORD spoke to my heart and asked me to relinquish and surrender all the hold I had on my special-precious child. “Yes, she is mine.” He said to me, “when I say go, she will go. As when there is a wedding, once the vows are exchanged The Bride is to go wherever The Husband says. The parents have no more say. So when I say go, do not hinder her from going – she is mine.”
Yes, I had forgotten this encounter with My Maker. He so gently reminded me.
Yes, Angie is following the voice of Her Husband, Her Maker – JESUS. In this there is peace; in this there is rest. God is with her wherever she goes.
“No life is more secure than a life surrendered to God”
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Got to Keep on Singing
Make a joyful noise unto the LORD, all ye lands. Serve the LORD with gladness: come before His presence with singing. Know ye that the LORD He is God: it is He that hath made us, and not we ourselves; we are His people, and the sheep of His pasture. Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, and into His courts with praise: be thankful unto Him, and bless His name. For the LORD is good; His mercy is everlasting; and His truth endureth to all generations. (Psalm 100)
Thursday, August 21, 2008
HIS Schedule
Yes, my friends we are moving at the speed of light around here. Lists, lists, lists. Check, check, check. – you get the point. At times I simply want to run and scream, but God in His abundant mercy and grace KNOWS exactly what I need.
Right smack in the middle of a frantic pace the electricity went out in parts of my home. Immediately I went into the fix it mode. Yes, we could not miss a beat, too much to do still. However, all my efforts availed to nothing. The problem couldn’t be fixed; believe you me, I tried. This happened on Tuesday late afternoon. We finally realized that we needed to call an electrician. I was told by my insurance company that, “A technician will be by tomorrow”. Good enough.
Wednesday started with my to-do-list on hand. Then, as I washed my dishes, I read a Scripture card that said, “Be still and know that I AM God”. Yes, God stopped me on my tracks and silenced and quieted this fast pace. So as I waiting around for the electrician to show up, I put away the to-do-list and sat and spent a wonderful time with my Jesus. In fact, at one point I closed my eyes, I was so relaxed that I actually took a nap. I continued with the thought of simply spending time in quietness with My LORD. What I would have categorized as a lost day, in my hurried pace, was actually a very fruitful day spiritually.
The electrician finally showed up late afternoon, but by this time I KNEW he was right on time. He came when God meant for him to come and fixed the problem. We were then able to go to church. I receive such encouragement from the Word of God. Yes, He is in control. Yes, He will provide. Yes, He cares. Yes, He keeps His promises to me. Seek first His kingdom and ALL else will be added (it sure will).
Keep praying for us. Keep praying for this mother’s heart that is feeling the pain of separation.
Right smack in the middle of a frantic pace the electricity went out in parts of my home. Immediately I went into the fix it mode. Yes, we could not miss a beat, too much to do still. However, all my efforts availed to nothing. The problem couldn’t be fixed; believe you me, I tried. This happened on Tuesday late afternoon. We finally realized that we needed to call an electrician. I was told by my insurance company that, “A technician will be by tomorrow”. Good enough.
Wednesday started with my to-do-list on hand. Then, as I washed my dishes, I read a Scripture card that said, “Be still and know that I AM God”. Yes, God stopped me on my tracks and silenced and quieted this fast pace. So as I waiting around for the electrician to show up, I put away the to-do-list and sat and spent a wonderful time with my Jesus. In fact, at one point I closed my eyes, I was so relaxed that I actually took a nap. I continued with the thought of simply spending time in quietness with My LORD. What I would have categorized as a lost day, in my hurried pace, was actually a very fruitful day spiritually.
The electrician finally showed up late afternoon, but by this time I KNEW he was right on time. He came when God meant for him to come and fixed the problem. We were then able to go to church. I receive such encouragement from the Word of God. Yes, He is in control. Yes, He will provide. Yes, He cares. Yes, He keeps His promises to me. Seek first His kingdom and ALL else will be added (it sure will).
Keep praying for us. Keep praying for this mother’s heart that is feeling the pain of separation.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Ramblings
The inevitable has begun. Yesterday we spent some time with my in-laws. As we were getting ready to leave Angie had to say her good-byes to her grandparents (my hubby’s mom and dad). My mother-in-law took it the hardest and in fact began to cry (I’ve only seen my mother-in-law cry like this once before). Angie stood by her grandma really dumbfounded (later Angie said she did not expect this). Angie bent down and hugged her grandma and they cried together. Angie left visibly shaken. I simply held her as we walked to the car.
There are those times that I, as a mother, wish I could make all things better for my children. When I wish I could shelter them from every storm of life, every pain that they encounter, yet I can’t, I’m not supposed to. Only God can be there for them and can make it better and can use all for His glory and to make them into the person that HE intended them to be.
This season of my mothering is gut-wrenching at times. On one hand I am rejoicing at the fact that one of my children is going off to serve Her LORD and Master Jesus Christ (don’t get me wrong this is extremely difficult for me. My daughter and I are very close and I am going to miss her terribly, but in the grand scope of eternity she will only be gone but for a moment). On the other hand I am watching the self-destruction of my other child. How helpless I feel when a seed of my womb continues to dig himself deeper and deeper into the miry clay. How I long for the “omnipotence” to make it all whole and well.
YET…
YET…I word that carries with it hope, that tells me that this is not the end but only a path to the end. A word that brings light to this dark and deep hole. It reminds me of Habakkuk when he recounted all that was “bad/fruitless”, then he “recalls” and ends with YET I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds’ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places…(Habakkuk 3:18-19)
You know I wonder how parents that don’t have Jesus as their LORD and Savior survive. Because my hope, my assurance comes from KNOWING that the same God that will care for my daughter wherever she goes is the same God that will take my son out of the miry clay and set his feet upon the Rock which is Jesus Christ. The same God that keeps one can save the other and can bring me JOY and PEACE in the midst of it all. I don’t need to figure it all out; all I need is to continue keeping my eyes fixed upon Jesus the author and finisher of my faith.
“Whatever I keep in my hands, I will lose. But whatever I set in the hands of Jesus will never be lost.”
There are those times that I, as a mother, wish I could make all things better for my children. When I wish I could shelter them from every storm of life, every pain that they encounter, yet I can’t, I’m not supposed to. Only God can be there for them and can make it better and can use all for His glory and to make them into the person that HE intended them to be.
This season of my mothering is gut-wrenching at times. On one hand I am rejoicing at the fact that one of my children is going off to serve Her LORD and Master Jesus Christ (don’t get me wrong this is extremely difficult for me. My daughter and I are very close and I am going to miss her terribly, but in the grand scope of eternity she will only be gone but for a moment). On the other hand I am watching the self-destruction of my other child. How helpless I feel when a seed of my womb continues to dig himself deeper and deeper into the miry clay. How I long for the “omnipotence” to make it all whole and well.
YET…
YET…I word that carries with it hope, that tells me that this is not the end but only a path to the end. A word that brings light to this dark and deep hole. It reminds me of Habakkuk when he recounted all that was “bad/fruitless”, then he “recalls” and ends with YET I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The LORD God is my strength, and He will make my feet like hinds’ feet, and He will make me to walk upon mine high places…(Habakkuk 3:18-19)
You know I wonder how parents that don’t have Jesus as their LORD and Savior survive. Because my hope, my assurance comes from KNOWING that the same God that will care for my daughter wherever she goes is the same God that will take my son out of the miry clay and set his feet upon the Rock which is Jesus Christ. The same God that keeps one can save the other and can bring me JOY and PEACE in the midst of it all. I don’t need to figure it all out; all I need is to continue keeping my eyes fixed upon Jesus the author and finisher of my faith.
“Whatever I keep in my hands, I will lose. But whatever I set in the hands of Jesus will never be lost.”
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
My Daughter's Blog
We have started a blog for my daughter, Angie. We will keep you all posted through this blog about her comings and goings - please continue to pray for us - Thank you.
Angie's Blog
Angie's Blog
Praise and Prayer Time
Last night I had the privilege of getting to go to the Women’s Praise and Prayer at Calvary Chapel Rancho Cucamonga. (On a total side note – why do I say privilege? So often we take for granted what we have or are able to do. You see, there was a time when I could come and go “freely”, a conference here, a retreat there, a study over here. And yes, I had the freedom to not go just because, too tired, too busy, etc. I took my “freedom” for granted. Then my circumstances changed and now I can’t “just go”. Yet, I find that now when I do get the privilege to go I go with an expectant heart, ready to receive because I can’t do this all the time. I come away refreshed, renewed, revived and yes, strengthened and encouraged to carry on.)
Romans 12:1-2 – I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Hebrews 13:15 – By Him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually, that is, the fruit of our lips giving thanks to His name.
Revelation 5:8 – And when he had taken the book, the four beasts and four and twenty elders fell down before the Lamb, having every one of them harps, and golden vials full of odors, which are the prayers of the saints.
We had an incredible extended time of worship in song. A short devotional and a time of waiting upon the LORD and the exercising of the gifts of the Spirit.
We were first asked to meditate upon Psalm 95:1-3 and Psalm 100.
Worship = caught up in God’s love and His presence; where our heart meets His; We see the LORD in all His glory (wow!)
Janice shared with us from Ephesians 3:14-21 - Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians while in jail. Paul’s prayer concentrated on others instead of self, even though Paul could have been asking for his own personal deliverance.
She shared 6 points from Paul’s prayer:
1. v. 16 he prays for strength (Acts 1:8; Isaiah 40:29-31, 41:10) – Are you worn out? Our you walking in defeat?
2. v. 17 he prays that Christ may dwell in their hearts – Is Christ at home in my heart?
3. v. 17 that ye being rooted and grounded in love – are my roots deep? Am I grounded in the love of God?
4. v. 18 that they would be able to comprehend the breadth, and length, and depth, and heights of God’s love – Am I embracing, holding tightly and resting in this love?
5. v. 19 to know the love of Christ – to I know this love personally?
6. v. 19 be filled with all the fullness of God – do I know the fullness of God? (Isaiah 11)
And even thought Paul’s prayer was so deep and thorough, Paul still ends this prayer by saying, “Now to Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, unto Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.” Paul knew that God could do even more than he was asking – wow!
Meditate upon these Scriptures, Psalm 29:1-2; 96:1-9; 24:1-10.
The words from the LORD gave me answers for my cares and concerns – God’s Word is so powerful!
BE STILL MY SOUL – HE IS GOD!
(Amen! Thank you Jesus!!!)
Romans 12:1-2 – I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God which is your reasonable service. And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
Hebrews 13:15 – By Him therefore let us offer the sacrifice of praise to God continually, that is, the fruit of our lips giving thanks to His name.
Revelation 5:8 – And when he had taken the book, the four beasts and four and twenty elders fell down before the Lamb, having every one of them harps, and golden vials full of odors, which are the prayers of the saints.
We had an incredible extended time of worship in song. A short devotional and a time of waiting upon the LORD and the exercising of the gifts of the Spirit.
We were first asked to meditate upon Psalm 95:1-3 and Psalm 100.
Worship = caught up in God’s love and His presence; where our heart meets His; We see the LORD in all His glory (wow!)
Janice shared with us from Ephesians 3:14-21 - Paul’s prayer for the Ephesians while in jail. Paul’s prayer concentrated on others instead of self, even though Paul could have been asking for his own personal deliverance.
She shared 6 points from Paul’s prayer:
1. v. 16 he prays for strength (Acts 1:8; Isaiah 40:29-31, 41:10) – Are you worn out? Our you walking in defeat?
2. v. 17 he prays that Christ may dwell in their hearts – Is Christ at home in my heart?
3. v. 17 that ye being rooted and grounded in love – are my roots deep? Am I grounded in the love of God?
4. v. 18 that they would be able to comprehend the breadth, and length, and depth, and heights of God’s love – Am I embracing, holding tightly and resting in this love?
5. v. 19 to know the love of Christ – to I know this love personally?
6. v. 19 be filled with all the fullness of God – do I know the fullness of God? (Isaiah 11)
And even thought Paul’s prayer was so deep and thorough, Paul still ends this prayer by saying, “Now to Him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, unto Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.” Paul knew that God could do even more than he was asking – wow!
Meditate upon these Scriptures, Psalm 29:1-2; 96:1-9; 24:1-10.
The words from the LORD gave me answers for my cares and concerns – God’s Word is so powerful!
BE STILL MY SOUL – HE IS GOD!
(Amen! Thank you Jesus!!!)
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Girls Summer Tea
There are beginnings and then there inevitably has to be an ending. This Saturday we had the priviledge of honoring our churches Jr. High and High School girls. In June they began a Purity Study. Loyda and Angie were used mightly by the LORD to facilitate these studies. As the older ladies prayed and came along side the young ladies, it was a priviledge to witness the culmination of it all. We, of course, anticipate much fruit to abound from these studies.
The girls were greeted by the "older ladies". Then they were pampered as they received a hand washing, massage and some beautiful lace gloves - they all enjoyed it, as well as the women enjoyed giving back to our next generation. Then they were treated to a scrumptuous meal with it ending with browinies, ice cream and chocolate covered strawberries - yummm!
To God be the glory for all that was done. Thank you to all that prayed for these studies and this event, it wouldn't have had the success it had without these prayers. Also, thank you to all the hands that helped in every shape and form. It takes the whole Body of Christ to bring together these kinds of events.
Looking forward, with expectant hearts, to what is to come.
God's Provision
The LORD had put it on our hearts to give some kind of token to the girls for finishing their Purity Study (too many details come into just this one sentence, but I don’t want to bore you with that). Anyhow, our budget for the Girls Tea (I will post later on the tea) was ZERO. We had some ideas for raising money, but all came to nothing. However, once again, God showed Himself able and willing to provide for all of our needs. He used some of His saints to provide for all that was needed – and I do mean all.
The gift – wow! What an endeavor. Lots of ideas, lots of desires, but…
Then you run into lots of red tape and logistics as you try to put together a “church event” (my goodness, you would think that we are trying to conquer the world!) Suffice it to say that lots and lots of prayer had to go into this whole endeavor (nothing is too small or too big for our God – Hallelujah!).
We finally came up with the bracelet below:
The gift – wow! What an endeavor. Lots of ideas, lots of desires, but…
Then you run into lots of red tape and logistics as you try to put together a “church event” (my goodness, you would think that we are trying to conquer the world!) Suffice it to say that lots and lots of prayer had to go into this whole endeavor (nothing is too small or too big for our God – Hallelujah!).
We finally came up with the bracelet below:
Yes, this was it and we had to settle for it (too much detail). And even this was a stretch.
BUT GOD…this is all I would have to say. He had other plans and purposes. One of His Dear Saints came into the picture – just at the right time (this so like God). This Saint donated her time, talent and yes, these bracelets!
Once again, My God is able to do abundantly exceedingly more than we ask or pray for – to God be the glory!
We so underestimated His willingness to give us ALL that we needed and then some. We were going to settle for what we could, in our humanness, do. Yet, He had something way better.
Thank you Jesus! And thank you to all we put in something to make this Study and Tea happen. To God be the Glory for ever and ever Amen!
Monday, August 11, 2008
Prayer Request
It seems like just yesterday my daughter, Angie came to me with, "Mom, I believe the LORD is leading me to go to this school."...and so it began. We are now, like it or not, in the need to get "ourselves" ready for her trip. The emotions are ever so varied - incredible highs and horrendous lows, yet through it all God is with us. Please pray for our entire family as we prepare. Please pray for my daughter as she seeks to be "obedient" to her Beloved's Call. God will be glorified in it all!
Bek's Bunnies
Thank you Pat for thinking of Bek and bringing these bunnies over for the enjoyment, not only of Bek, but for me as I see her brighten up when she opens the box. She came over again the other day and the first thing she asked for where her bunnies.
These bunnies used to belong to my friend's granddaughter who now has outgrown them. Thank you Pat!!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
Humbled and Amazed
I remember sometime ago the LORD was teaching me about “humility”. I remember reading, “God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble” and “humble yourself in the sight of the LORD and He will lift you up”. As I read and meditated upon what the LORD was sharing with me, I remember thinking, “O no what’s up ahead? LORD help me to humble myself and not to be in the position of needing to be humbled. What’s up ahead? God have mercy.” Yes, this shows you what flawed and warped thinking I have of My Heavenly Father.
The LORD in His abundant grace and mercy has been teaching me some lessons. Yes, things have been moving at the speed of light around here. We have had family from out of the country stay with us. I can honestly tell you that I have had joy and peace in the midst of it all. God has provided stamina and energy to keep up with this pace. In fact, My God has provided all that was needed in order to accomplish His will for this time of my and my families life.
In the midst of this visit I could have been busy thinking of the things that are up ahead, such as “A Young Girls Tea” here at my house, and the preparation for my daughter’s trip to Pennsylvania. However, God in His all-knowing grace did not allow me to think even once about the events of the future, but focused me only on the day at hand (Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. Matthew 6:34). Now, don’t get me wrong, I am a planner and as such the LORD helped me to sit down before my guests arrived and set dates and plans on paper. Once I did this and set it upon my refrigerator I could go about the day to day busyness without a thought about missing any due dates or events.
One day in the midst of “the schedule” my internet went down. I normally let it work out itself (this has been happening a lot lately). But this day I decided to call my internet provider “interrupting” (so I thought) the “schedule” for the day. My guests ended up visiting with my nephew and his family on their own, while I waited for the internet guy to come by and check my modem. Yes, in my mind this was a glitch in the “schedule”, but God knew what I needed. As I sat waiting for the internet guy I picked up my Bible and the LORD so spoke to me. It was such an intimate time with My Jesus and I. I felt refreshed and encouraged. Then a dear friend of mine called and simply to pray for me. Once all this was done then…a knock at the door – what do you know, the internet guy is here and then my guests came home.
Another day another dear friend called and asked if they could come by my house. As I looked at the chaos around me I hesitated saying yes. This person sensing my hesitation said, “it will only take a few minutes”. I hesitantly said yes. This person came in and spoke to me privately and handed me money – yes money. This person said that the LORD had put it on their heart to bring me this money since before my guests arrived, but they hadn’t been able to get a hold of me. Yes, my friends, humbling indeed. God continued to provide for all-needs as I ventured into these foreign waters.
I could write some more, but suffice it to say that God humbled me. His humbling was gentle and loving. As He taught me these lessons, I always felt loved and encouraged. I always felt His tender touch, His Fatherly embrace.
Through it all I can say that many, many seeds were planted. Many stepped up to the plate and helped and shared with them. Thank you all who helped in so many different ways.
Jesus says, “My burden is light. My yoke is easy.”
The LORD in His abundant grace and mercy has been teaching me some lessons. Yes, things have been moving at the speed of light around here. We have had family from out of the country stay with us. I can honestly tell you that I have had joy and peace in the midst of it all. God has provided stamina and energy to keep up with this pace. In fact, My God has provided all that was needed in order to accomplish His will for this time of my and my families life.
In the midst of this visit I could have been busy thinking of the things that are up ahead, such as “A Young Girls Tea” here at my house, and the preparation for my daughter’s trip to Pennsylvania. However, God in His all-knowing grace did not allow me to think even once about the events of the future, but focused me only on the day at hand (Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. Matthew 6:34). Now, don’t get me wrong, I am a planner and as such the LORD helped me to sit down before my guests arrived and set dates and plans on paper. Once I did this and set it upon my refrigerator I could go about the day to day busyness without a thought about missing any due dates or events.
One day in the midst of “the schedule” my internet went down. I normally let it work out itself (this has been happening a lot lately). But this day I decided to call my internet provider “interrupting” (so I thought) the “schedule” for the day. My guests ended up visiting with my nephew and his family on their own, while I waited for the internet guy to come by and check my modem. Yes, in my mind this was a glitch in the “schedule”, but God knew what I needed. As I sat waiting for the internet guy I picked up my Bible and the LORD so spoke to me. It was such an intimate time with My Jesus and I. I felt refreshed and encouraged. Then a dear friend of mine called and simply to pray for me. Once all this was done then…a knock at the door – what do you know, the internet guy is here and then my guests came home.
Another day another dear friend called and asked if they could come by my house. As I looked at the chaos around me I hesitated saying yes. This person sensing my hesitation said, “it will only take a few minutes”. I hesitantly said yes. This person came in and spoke to me privately and handed me money – yes money. This person said that the LORD had put it on their heart to bring me this money since before my guests arrived, but they hadn’t been able to get a hold of me. Yes, my friends, humbling indeed. God continued to provide for all-needs as I ventured into these foreign waters.
I could write some more, but suffice it to say that God humbled me. His humbling was gentle and loving. As He taught me these lessons, I always felt loved and encouraged. I always felt His tender touch, His Fatherly embrace.
Through it all I can say that many, many seeds were planted. Many stepped up to the plate and helped and shared with them. Thank you all who helped in so many different ways.
Jesus says, “My burden is light. My yoke is easy.”
Monday, July 21, 2008
Conference
It has been busy, busy, busy around here. I am so thankful for the energy and stamina that My LORD has bestowed upon me. I take nothing for granted, and know that it is His strength flowing through me. In the midst of my busyness, HE swept me away and sat me at a table replete with abundant nourishment. In His love He allowed me to partake of a table that was filled with “SOLID” food for my soul. In fact, this lady I sat with at one of the seminars asked me, “So how do you like the conference?” I, with tears in my eyes, told her that I felt that My Jesus had set this beautiful table and filled it with all kinds of food and pulled up a chair for me and invited me to sit and partake, TO INDULGE.
I and my friend, Laura, got to attend a conference called “WOMEN discipling WOMEN equipping women to minister using God’s Word”. It was held at Grace Community Church and presented by The Master’s College. It was such an overwhelming time (good overwhelming). This Conference was incredible. There was no fluff there; it was all good solid food for the soul. I am still trying to digest all that the LORD taught me there. I am also praying for some stirrings that have been going on in my heart, but were definitely stirred up even more at this Conference.
From the get go this get away was a blessing. My friend Laura and I had an invigorating conversation on our way there. We enjoyed good stirring conversation with nothing to disrupt. Once we got to the Conference and got our materials, we both sat and enjoyed our surroundings and of course going through our wonderful handbook. As we browsed through the handbook I got stuck at the outline for the Seminar entitled “Christian Eldercare: Honor, Hope, and Humility” (look for some of it to be posted on the caregivers blog). I did not pick this seminar, but…when I came to “The privilege of being thought worthy!”…emotions were hard to contain, God was already at work. He had much to teach me this weekend. I gave this example to someone I talked to after the Conference – I had this tool chest fool of tools, however I did not know how to use or appropriate each one of those tools. Now, however, God has shown me and taught me how to use these tools. I am ever thankful for those women that took the time to be students themselves and now are teaching others what they’ve been taught.
God knows the desires of my heart. I am ever so thankful for this awesome opportunity that He allowed me to have. My prayer is that He would continue to lead me and teach me and show me what is next.
Thank you Jesus!!!
I and my friend, Laura, got to attend a conference called “WOMEN discipling WOMEN equipping women to minister using God’s Word”. It was held at Grace Community Church and presented by The Master’s College. It was such an overwhelming time (good overwhelming). This Conference was incredible. There was no fluff there; it was all good solid food for the soul. I am still trying to digest all that the LORD taught me there. I am also praying for some stirrings that have been going on in my heart, but were definitely stirred up even more at this Conference.
From the get go this get away was a blessing. My friend Laura and I had an invigorating conversation on our way there. We enjoyed good stirring conversation with nothing to disrupt. Once we got to the Conference and got our materials, we both sat and enjoyed our surroundings and of course going through our wonderful handbook. As we browsed through the handbook I got stuck at the outline for the Seminar entitled “Christian Eldercare: Honor, Hope, and Humility” (look for some of it to be posted on the caregivers blog). I did not pick this seminar, but…when I came to “The privilege of being thought worthy!”…emotions were hard to contain, God was already at work. He had much to teach me this weekend. I gave this example to someone I talked to after the Conference – I had this tool chest fool of tools, however I did not know how to use or appropriate each one of those tools. Now, however, God has shown me and taught me how to use these tools. I am ever thankful for those women that took the time to be students themselves and now are teaching others what they’ve been taught.
God knows the desires of my heart. I am ever so thankful for this awesome opportunity that He allowed me to have. My prayer is that He would continue to lead me and teach me and show me what is next.
Thank you Jesus!!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
I'm Still Here
No I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth. Yes, I am still here. Lots and lots of changes. Lots and lots of activity around here. Most importantly, I find myself falling madly in love with My Savior Jesus Christ all over again. I just love when He pulls me aside for a time of going deeper and spending quality time with Him (you can read a wonderful and challenging post about “diving deep” by going to Lisa’s blog). I’m not saying that I didn’t love Him or that I had walked away or fallen away, simply that life happens and “everything” becomes routine. But, praise be to My LORD, that He beckons me to come away with Him, to spend alone time with Him. Once I heed His call, “o me, o my – the treasures that await!” I also know that He is preparing me for things, situations, life changes that are up ahead. My Jesus knows exactly what is needful for me.
Jesus loves us so much. He is always waiting for us to COME AWAY WITH HIM. This thought never ceases to amaze me. The Creator of heaven and earth desires to spend time with ME! And when I come to Him - O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the LORD? Or who hath been His counselor? Or who hath first given to Him, and it shall be recompensed unto Him again? For of Him, and through Him, and to Him, are all things: to whom be glory forever. Amen. (Romans 11:33-36)
Jesus loves us so much. He is always waiting for us to COME AWAY WITH HIM. This thought never ceases to amaze me. The Creator of heaven and earth desires to spend time with ME! And when I come to Him - O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out! For who hath known the mind of the LORD? Or who hath been His counselor? Or who hath first given to Him, and it shall be recompensed unto Him again? For of Him, and through Him, and to Him, are all things: to whom be glory forever. Amen. (Romans 11:33-36)
Friday, July 4, 2008
No Hands Call
As many of you know, California has a new law, it went into effect July 1st - no hands on cell phones. Our fetish to be always connected seems to be out of control and, apparently causing a lot of distractions on the road. However, this is not a post about this law, yes, once again I’ve been thinking…
What if we had this same desire “to always be connected” to the LORD (we won’t need a blue tooth for this connection). God calls us, beckons us to come and fellowship with Him, to talk with Him, to spend time with Him. Yet we are often distracted by all these fabulous technologies. Yet, to be connected to Our Maker we need absolutely nothing except an open and willing heart. With our heart open to receive, we can continually be connected to Our Master and King and o how glorious this is. He is always available. He is never busy. And, you know what, HE can do abundantly, exceedingly more than we ask or pray for – how good is that! He can actually handle all that concerns us. And when we finish talking with Him, we feel refreshed, renewed and ready to take on the world. He assures us that He will never leave us, nor forsake us, that I can do all things through Him, who strengthens me, and that He will give me all that I need to carry on. This is one conversation that is a win-win.
So pray without ceasing, in all things acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths. He is longing to spend time with you – the Maker of this Universe desires to hear your voice and spend time with you, will you answer His call?
What if we had this same desire “to always be connected” to the LORD (we won’t need a blue tooth for this connection). God calls us, beckons us to come and fellowship with Him, to talk with Him, to spend time with Him. Yet we are often distracted by all these fabulous technologies. Yet, to be connected to Our Maker we need absolutely nothing except an open and willing heart. With our heart open to receive, we can continually be connected to Our Master and King and o how glorious this is. He is always available. He is never busy. And, you know what, HE can do abundantly, exceedingly more than we ask or pray for – how good is that! He can actually handle all that concerns us. And when we finish talking with Him, we feel refreshed, renewed and ready to take on the world. He assures us that He will never leave us, nor forsake us, that I can do all things through Him, who strengthens me, and that He will give me all that I need to carry on. This is one conversation that is a win-win.
So pray without ceasing, in all things acknowledge Him and He will direct your paths. He is longing to spend time with you – the Maker of this Universe desires to hear your voice and spend time with you, will you answer His call?
Six Word Memoir
My friend, Laura, tagged me on her blog to think of a six word memoir to describe my life.
hummm - well, before I accepted the LORD Jesus Christ in my life would have been: "One life - eat, drink, be merry!"
After God's amazing love and grace was bestowed upon me and He came into my heart to make His dwelling place: "To live, Christ; to die, gain".
hummm - well, before I accepted the LORD Jesus Christ in my life would have been: "One life - eat, drink, be merry!"
After God's amazing love and grace was bestowed upon me and He came into my heart to make His dwelling place: "To live, Christ; to die, gain".
Monday, June 23, 2008
The Battle is On
Just when you think, “hey, this isn’t too bad.” It seems as if you are on a nice, leisurely walk through this path called life, when WHAMO!!! The air is taken out-of-you and you are on your face with just enough strength to carry on (brings to memory a line in a song, “when my walk, becomes a crawl.” – and I mean, at times this is literally). The LORD put a vivid picture in my mind about this “walk; this path we are on” – there’s this show called Wipeout (which I’ve only seen the previews, but the picture is there), it is like an obstacle course, but with lots and lots of hurdles to conquer before you get to the end. That’s how this walk is. We have to go through a lot of hurdles (trials, conflicts, adversities, difficulties, impossibilities) in order to get to the finish line. Just when we think, “Hey, I’m getting ahead” – WIPEOUT! Something hits you from where you least expect it or from where the enemy knows it’s going to hurt and sting the most; where the enemy knows that it’s going to suck-all-the-life out of you to the point where you contemplate retreating from this path. Another song comes to mind, “Jesus / lover of my soul / Jesus/ I will never let you go / You’ve taken me / from the miry clay / you’ve set my feet, upon the Rock and now I know / I love You / I need You / THOUGH MY WORLD MAY FALL I’LL NEVER LET YOU GO / My Savior / My closest friend / I WILL WORSHIP YOU UNTIL THE VERY END”.
We are in a fierce battle. Ephesians 5:15-17 tells us, See that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil.
1 Peter 5:8-11 – BE SOBER, BE VIGILANT; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To Him be glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.
John 10:10(a) – The thief cometh not, but for to STEAL, and to KILL, and to DESTROY…
This is the kind of enemy we are up against. These are not the times to relax and have a nice-leisurely walk. We are called to be SOBER, VIGILANT, WISE. We are to walk in confidence that HE, who began a good work in me, will complete it. We need to walk from victory – the victory of Jesus Christ. We need to be fully armed with the armor of God – no other armor or weapon will do. We need to be renewing our mind, not conforming to this world.
1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world.
2 Corinthians 10:3-6 – For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; and having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.
Revelation 12:11 – And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Revelation 20:10 – And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.
We are in a fierce battle. Ephesians 5:15-17 tells us, See that ye walk circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, redeeming the time, because the days are evil.
1 Peter 5:8-11 – BE SOBER, BE VIGILANT; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you. To Him be glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.
John 10:10(a) – The thief cometh not, but for to STEAL, and to KILL, and to DESTROY…
This is the kind of enemy we are up against. These are not the times to relax and have a nice-leisurely walk. We are called to be SOBER, VIGILANT, WISE. We are to walk in confidence that HE, who began a good work in me, will complete it. We need to walk from victory – the victory of Jesus Christ. We need to be fully armed with the armor of God – no other armor or weapon will do. We need to be renewing our mind, not conforming to this world.
1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world.
2 Corinthians 10:3-6 – For though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh: (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; and having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled.
Revelation 12:11 – And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Revelation 20:10 – And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night forever and ever.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Passing Through
Yes, my friends, it is hot in Southern California. To my “great surprise” I ain’t handling it very well. So here’s the scoop, cold makes me shrink-up and hurt all-over (more than usual) and heat is making me itch, get little bubbles/bumps and burn where the sun hits my skin. To top it off, this morning, as I watered my lawn, I almost passed-out from the heat. One of my friends told me to wear a long-sleeve, shear cover-up for my arms and gloves when I drive…hey, anyone have a full-sun-proof-suit, I can wear? I was thinking, maybe I can live in a bubble? And you know what; this living in a bubble could have its perks.
**Have you heard the latest from California? No, I won’t go into it. All I know is that Jesus is coming soon! We should not loose hope (read Romans 1:24-32; 13:1-7). God is still in control and things are right on schedule. However, this does not mean that we stop praying and being pro-active.
**My hubby and I decided to go to a Mexican restaurant to have mariscos (sea-food). Yes, I can make them, but hey, there are those times that I just want to sit – okay. Okay, question: Why do these places have to have scantily dressed waitresses? This doesn’t do anything for my appetite, people! We couldn’t sit there and chat cause the music was blasting (and this was noon, folks!) Men are there drinking and making advances at the waitresses (are we in a restaurant or a bar?). In fact, in came a group of men that we happened to know one of them. He didn’t see us. He is a married man sitting with a friend and his son. And even in the company of his adult-son he didn’t have the self-control stop himself from flirting and making advances with the waitress (people are watching; what are you doing when you think no-one knows you?).
So if I lived in a bubble I would be sheltered from these and other things that just make me…
Yes, I have to remind myself that I am a pilgrim passing through. This is not my home (Praise You Jesus!). I am only here for a moment then I will be no more. I need to keep looking up, not the things of this world.
Even so come quickly LORD Jesus!
**Have you heard the latest from California? No, I won’t go into it. All I know is that Jesus is coming soon! We should not loose hope (read Romans 1:24-32; 13:1-7). God is still in control and things are right on schedule. However, this does not mean that we stop praying and being pro-active.
**My hubby and I decided to go to a Mexican restaurant to have mariscos (sea-food). Yes, I can make them, but hey, there are those times that I just want to sit – okay. Okay, question: Why do these places have to have scantily dressed waitresses? This doesn’t do anything for my appetite, people! We couldn’t sit there and chat cause the music was blasting (and this was noon, folks!) Men are there drinking and making advances at the waitresses (are we in a restaurant or a bar?). In fact, in came a group of men that we happened to know one of them. He didn’t see us. He is a married man sitting with a friend and his son. And even in the company of his adult-son he didn’t have the self-control stop himself from flirting and making advances with the waitress (people are watching; what are you doing when you think no-one knows you?).
So if I lived in a bubble I would be sheltered from these and other things that just make me…
Yes, I have to remind myself that I am a pilgrim passing through. This is not my home (Praise You Jesus!). I am only here for a moment then I will be no more. I need to keep looking up, not the things of this world.
Even so come quickly LORD Jesus!
Friday, June 20, 2008
After my previous post (regarding limitations) the LORD brought to mind a story I had read some time back. It comes from the book “The Practice of Prayer by G. Campbell Morgan. The LORD once again reminded me through the re-reading of this story that I am only limited by my perception of my situation and/or circumstances.
Morgan says,
Dear LORD, may we fall madly in love with YOU. May we seek YOUR face. May we know YOU more. When YOU say go may we go, but when YOU say wait, may we wait. May we hear YOUR still small voice, that we may KNOW you and the power of YOUR resurrection and the fellowship of YOUR sufferings, being made conformable unto YOUR death. In Jesus Name – Amen.
Morgan says,
There comes to me the thought of one woman who, to myMarianne Adlard was “limited” in the sight of men; and as we read, she was a member of a church “yet into which even then she never came.” Stories like these are left to us as examples, to encourage us, to teach us that “our ways are not God’s ways; nor our thoughts God’s thoughts.” May we seek to do God’s will as He calls, not the way we think it should be. May we be open to His leading, not what we think we should be doing.
knowledge, since 1872 in this great babel of London, was in perpetual pain, and
yet in constant prayer. She was a woman twisted and distorted by
suffering, and yet exhaling the calm and strength of the secret of the Most
High. In 1872 she was a bedridden girl in the North of London, praying
that God would send revival to the Church of which she was a member, and yet
into which even then she never came. She had read in the little paper
called Revival, which subsequently became The Christian, the story of a work
being done in Chicago among ragged children by a man called Moody. She had
never seen Moody, but putting that little paper under her pillow, she began to
pray: “O Lord, send this man to our Church.” She had no means of
reaching him or communicating with him. He had already visited the country
in 1867, and in 1872 he started again for a short trip with no intention of
doing any work. Mr. Lessey, however, the pastor of the church of which
this girl was a member, met him and asked him to preach for him. He
consented, and after the evening service he asked those who would decide for
Christ to rise, and hundreds did so. He was surprised, and imagined that
his request had been misunderstood. He repeated it more clearly, and again
the response was the same. Meeting were continued throughout the following
ten days, and four hundred members were taken into the church. In telling
me this story Moody said: “I wanted to know what this meant. I began
making inquiries and never rested until I found a bedridden girl praying that
God would bring me to that Church. He had heard her, and brought me over
four thousand miles of land and sea in answer to her request. This story
is told in the life of D.L. Moody by his son: but now let me continue it.
That girl was a member of my church when I was pastor at New Court. She
has since passed to the rest and joy of Heaven. When in 1901 I was leaving
England for America I went to see her. She said to me: “I want you to
reach that birthday book?” I did so and turning to February 5 I saw in the
handwriting I knew so well: “D.L. Moody, Psalm 91.” Then Marianne Adlard
said to me: “He wrote that for me when he came to see me in 1872, and I
prayed for him every day till he went home to God.” Continuing, she
said: “Now, will you write your name on your birthday page, and let me
pray for you until either you or I go home.” I shall never forget writing
my name in that book. To me the room as full of the Presence. I have
often thought of that hour in the rush of busy life, in the place of toil and
strain, and Marianne Adlard continued to do so until she went home, and it is
for this reason that to her memory in sincere love and admiration I have
dedicated this book. These are the labourers of force in the fields of
God. It is the heroes and heroines who are out of sight, and who labour in
prayer, who make it possible for those who are in sight to do their work and
win. The force of it to such as are called upon to exercise the ministry
can never be measured.
Dear LORD, may we fall madly in love with YOU. May we seek YOUR face. May we know YOU more. When YOU say go may we go, but when YOU say wait, may we wait. May we hear YOUR still small voice, that we may KNOW you and the power of YOUR resurrection and the fellowship of YOUR sufferings, being made conformable unto YOUR death. In Jesus Name – Amen.
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